A life of comparable suffering is one I do not want, yet my entitled grief reigns from its throne.
A grief I chose not one died unto me. And yet the waters of grief swallow me up just like any undaughtered. I chose this. You gave me life and chose to abort the pain inflicted by your righteous beliefs. I chose this life and must put to death our relationship so that I may not have to birth my pain anew each day. Mine is a privileged pain. I swim in the grief waters by choice but nonetheless, I choose to swim.
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When the grief of life excavations stills, the quiet demands my courage. Courage to live loudly despite the unknown audience, the fear of further harm and the anxiety of existing . My superpower, curiosity wins . And so my blog begins in the quiet. |
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